For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
Psalm 139:13-14
I just got back from New York where I spent the last three days celebrating and planning for the arrival of my nephew Rocco. My sister LeeAnn and her husband Beau are having their first child in a few weeks. It seems like a lifetime ago that I held my newborn babies in my arms and marveled at the miracle of life. As I placed my hand on Lee's pregnant belly, I just kept saying, "how is there a baby in there?"
Praise comes so easily from us as we are welcoming a precious baby into our family. But as the years go by we tend to forget that we are "fearfully and wonderfully made." I don't feel all that wonderful as I am wrestling to put on a pair of spanx and slide into a skirt that has become just a tad snug. The miracle of Jake is forgotten when he tells me at 9:00 at night that he forgot to work on a project that is due the next day. As I battle illness and watch others I love suffer, I don't feel much like praising God for his creations. And yet, praise is exactly what I need to take down the doubt that secretly lingers at every turn.
Psalm 139 goes on to say...All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. Not only was our creator personally involved in the formation of our bodies, but an account has already been made of every breath. What a comfort that we can rest in the knowledge that we are so loved and cherished. I anticipate that I will shed tears of gratitude when I hold Rocco in my arms for the first time, but in this moment I celebrate the beautiful tapestry that is my life. Every single moment, even the dark days, will come together to create something beautiful. Often I am so caught up in every little thread and detail that I cannot see the bigger work that will one day be complete. I am so grateful that I don't have to worry about the final product as I remind myself that His works are wonderful I know that full well!
Beau and Lee show off their bellies!!! |
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