OUR INNER FLAMES

As I looked into the faces of the 87 students that filtered through my class each week I marveled at the myriad of emotions that washed over me.  There were the energetic children that seemed excited and content with life.  The cool kids that were far more interested in their peers than anything I had to offer.  Those students organized and prepared for every question I presented.  Shy girls that barely looked me in the eye but had magic hidden inside that would blossom with the passing years.  Handsome and polite young men that reminded me of the two young boys I was raising at home.  And yet, one type of student haunted me.  The young person that sat at their desk with no sense of purpose.   It seemed the light in the center of their being was gone.  Depressed and apathetic they simply went through the motions of the day.  I heard stories of sad and troubled situations and my heart ached for each and every one of them.  I wanted to tell them that no matter what life brings they can thrive.  I wanted them to feel loved and cherished, but instead I had to stick to my lesson plans...or did I?

One of my Dad's favorite quotes was from Albert Schweitzer....Sometimes our flame goes out, but is blown again into instant flame by an encounter with another human being.  There are far too many children living with hopelessness and depression.  I wanted to blame the parents of the children in my class for their condition, but I was convicted when I thought about the way in which I live.  Do my children see me only struggling and complaining?  Do I share with them the joys and successes or only the hardships?  Do they see me living with gratitude and joy...praising God no matter the circumstances?  Have I lost the ability to laugh and play with my kids?  Can they see my spiritual flame flickering and bringing light to a world in need of love?  I want to be the type of wife, parent, friend, child, and teacher that lifts people up.  I am so thankful that I am still warmed by the Holy Spirit that has enabled me to endure and press on through some tough stuff.

Each of you have the ability to impact the lives of the people around you.  Please take special care with the children that come into your world.  They need our support so that they can reach their full potential.  I am not naive enough to believe that in a few short months I can change the direction of the young people in my class...but I am going to give it my best shot.  Pray that I can spark something inside of them that allows them to see past their circumstances and dream for a bright future.  I pray the same for you...let your light shine today.